need more options
My reaction to Scotian's post, before I read the rest of the responses, was wondering about depending on an aux, particulalry as I neared shore, as others have observed. I was thinking hmmmm, Novia Scotia. Probably cold $%^R#@$% water that's going to be continually soaking me while I'm alone with no relief at the helm. No sails up, probably bouncing and wallowing like crazy. On my boat, a C27, I just wouldn't want to try that. Got the rig whipping around and something can break.Scotian, to answer you directly, you asked, do I go back or go on, under power. I think you have to have your boat rigged and your skills practiced enough to have a third choice ... wait it out. Either heaved to or towing something. I'd have tried heaving to, on a tack that kept me offshore. In heavy winds, that probably means having a main that can be triple reefed, and some kind of small/storm headsail. So you heave to, go below and sit it out, or get bundled up, sit in the shelter of the cabin top, wait (relatively) comfortably for it to blow out, than proceed.One other point ... if you really felt you needed to power in, motor sailing with a deeply reefed main on a couple of long tacks might have been a choice with an easier motion.Just my thoughts. I wasn't there, I don't know what the waves looked like, and your choice got you home. Tom MonroeCarlyle Lake