Don't give up
You did the right thing. In reading this, no one seemed to mention that most books indicate that seasickness goes away after anywhere from one to three days. Also recognize that you were out in some gnarly stuff right off the bat, and that more often than not it's LESS winds and waves that you will experience.I keep sailing out into the Pacific Ocean on our C34, sometimes (too many times) it's a lot more tame than the conditions inside on SF Bay, but it does have the swells out there. Sometimes with crew, most times singlehanding. My best time was when it was honkin' 28 apparent with 10 ft swells with additional wind waves at less than 15 second periods. It was skiing down a slalom course on water. Because I have problems with my ears, I just don't get seasick. One of my friends does, and he got the patch which seems to work for him, although he's "touchy" about it, not the patch, but "worrying about getting seasick." I guess getting seasick is worse than worrying about it, but neither seems a good option. Lots of options for remedies, though. Keep trying.What you may also want to consider is that when the going gets rough, just heave to, assuming you have sea room.Franklin, you're a real pleasure to read, and you did a great job. Don't, please, lose your dream, because you may not have to. It's NOT always like that out there. Try, try again.Best regards,StuPS (added later) Another thought:instead of starting out in the morning and being tired by evening, start your trip at dusk after an afternoon nap. You'll be out in dwindling daylight, and be awake and energetic for the next 10 horus until the sun comes up again. Just a thought.