Self Doubt

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Nov 22, 2008
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Endeavour 32 Portland, Maine
I was doing some serious soul searching as I drove into seas that had the color and apparent weight of molten lead this morning. Any time you are looking a scene like that just a couple hours after a mesocylone warning, a bit of self doubt can be forgiven.

The tide running hard out of Boston Harbor through Nantasket Roads was colliding with the big sea kicked up by several days of northeast winds and the severe thunderstorm just before dawn. Waves were breaking randomly across the channel in 36 feet of water, just from the collision of forces. I was trying to calculate the probability of Strider being at the right place at the wrong time but was hampered because I never took any statistics courses. A reason for that is that I knew you use such numbers to prove almost anything you wished. Well, a bit of self delusion would have been very comforting at that point.

The little guy between my… I mean in my head, was saying, “Oh it will just crash down on the foredeck and roll over the cabin top, you’ll duck down and hug the steering pedestal, no problem.” I was thinking, It’s got to get better just as soon as I get out of the tidal flow.

It didn’t get better, of course. As I got farther out of the fast channel current, I was just in deeper water and larger waves. By that time, my usual rational was setting in, It will be worse turning and running with these on the stern. Besides, I might lose the dinghy and I’ve gotten to kind of attached to the little thing,

About the time I was wondering how silly my obituary would look here after my previous post, I was able to clear Hull enough that things improved to just damned uncomfortable. Finding a cushion to put behind my back as the boat rolled it hard against the cockpit sides also helped.

Off Minot’s Light, things took a turn for the worse as the tide was running hard around that collection of ledges and shoals. I could see that going into Cohasset wasn’t an option.

The sky was lightening and the wind dropping by the time I was off Situate. I could see waves breaking in between the breakwaters so no temptation there. However, I was now off the wind enough to set a bit of jib. Even though backed, it steadied the boat considerably.

The day steadily improved as the swells spent themselves and I was soon motoring over glassy water surface on top of lumpy left over chop. The forecast 30 knot NW gusts turned out to be 5-10 knot headwinds off Plymouth and the day had turned warm and summer like. It’s was positively pleasant, though long, finishing the leg to the canal where I refueled (first time since Portland and I haven’t sailed yet). They wanted 20 bucks to let me tie up to wait for the current change. I figured diesel was cheaper and it would be nice to be anchored earlier after a day that began at 0300 so I transited the canal against the last couple hours of the current and anchored in a secure spot just inside Hog Island with protection, good sand holding ground, and plenty of room even to do drag if the 30 knot gusts finally do arrive.

I’m now south of the Cape, the first of the big humps. It’s all easy legs with lengths of my choice from here to New York. I’m going to hang our here for a day or two to meet some friends and readers and rest up.
 
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Rick D

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Jun 14, 2008
7,186
Hunter Legend 40.5 Shoreline Marina Long Beach CA
If you didn't have some self doubt, you probably wouldn't be around to write. At least that's good for a round or two at some YC!

It always feels good to go through something like that (at least alone) so as to be more familiar and comfortable next time.
 
Feb 6, 1998
11,709
Canadian Sailcraft 36T Casco Bay, ME
Great post Roger! Had similar conditions coming our of Boston before and they are never all that fun...:)
 
Jun 15, 2009
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Vancouver 32 Portland/Falmouth
I have now gone straight from Portland to P town or P town to Portland on each of my transits. I doubt if I would do that again single handed after my own set of adventures. But I sure wish I too was south of Cape Cod Canal and heading further. I will enjoy following you vicarously on your journey. Be safe and have fun. I really love going thru the East River and past the Statue of Liberty. But there is little about the trip south from Maine that is not amazing despite the weather inherent in traveling this time of year. Peace
 
Jul 24, 2006
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Legnos, Starwind, Regal Mystic 30 cutter, 22 trailer sailor, bow rider NEW PORT RICHEY, FL
way to go for it

You probably can't hear it up there where you are but I am cheering for you. Its the tenuos conditions that put salt in your adventure an grit in your determination. Besides it should be good for a few cold ones at your next watering hole! If it was all sedate and calm it would be less of a story. Thanks for the update, and keep it comming! Oh, don't get so much grit that you venture out in worse conditions and meet a perilous end!
 
Nov 18, 2010
2,441
Catalina 310 Hingham, MA
I've made that trip in bad weather too.

Last time it was fog with less then 100 foot visibility.

Glad to see you came out of it ok and thanks for posting the thoughts I have but have never had the courage to say out loud.

JK
 

Johnb

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Jan 22, 2008
1,461
Hunter 37-cutter Richmond CA
A fellow, who is a pilot, told me of a saying "it is better to be down here wishing you were up there than up there wishing you were down here".
 
Jun 2, 2004
5,802
Hunter 37-cutter, '79 41 23' 30"N 82 33' 20"W--------Huron, OH
Too bad you are hanging out. The approaching high(weather gorgeous today in Ohio) should give you a nice ride out into NY harbor. Good thing you weren't in the East River yesterday. You might have had a helicopter on your foredeck. There's a nice anchorage right behind Lady Liberty with a heck of a view by the way.
 

TomY

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Jun 22, 2004
2,768
Alden 38' Challenger yawl Rockport Harbor
Read about my previous Portland to canal trip and P town to Boston transit here:

http://www.cruisingonstrider.us/images/ABoatWithLegs.pdf
It was nice to read this piece Roger. I've made the run now from Penobscot Bay to the Cape several times. The perfect trip is elusive I find.

The best to date was last summer when my two college bound kids crewed. After sliding by Monhegan to port, we decided to shut down the engine despite southerly headwinds, and just sail it, for fun, damn the time. My wife would meet us in the car with luggage the kids would take back to their schools leaving out of Logan after a 2 week family vacation.

3 tacks later,(one included 3 hours motoring mostly to charge batteries for the WP for the night), we slid into Onset Harbor about 32 hours later. What was amazing to us was we'd covered the largest amount of miles on the familiar passage, yet did it in the least amount of time. Winds all on the nose, wide comfortable tacks, a great lesson and experience for us.

A couple weeks ago, taking the boat myself, I left out of Rockport Harbor Maine at daybreak to take the boat alone to Cape Cod. Winds left me after leaving the coast of Maine so the remainder of the trip was under power.

I took the straight line, less miles, and again got into Onset in about the same amount of hours.


I've done this several times now, both by myself and with crew. Seems sailing is elusive for us, if we have a schedule. We've probably not done better than about 30% under sail, either way.

The straight through runs, power or sail, take a toll, especially the last 8 or so hours. But after a good nights sleep, we're there and enjoying ourselves.

Whenever I break the trip up, I'm amazed how much time is added getting back and forth from the "track" to harbors or anchorages. I think that's why the last trip, door to door roughly speaking, was faster than I thought it would be.

But breaking it up is the most fun overall and has allowed us to see some places we'd not have been to under sail otherwise. We've just always held this trip to a two week vacation around work and school so breaking it up doesn't work too well. It can easily turn into a week, either way.

My return this year alone, was similar to a past year. CCC to P-town. P-town to Isle of Shoals. IofS to Monhegan. Then home to Rockport. Those are about the longest "day" runs I can make with my boat. I need 4 days to do it that way, but I'm usually spent on the return.

Thanks for posting your article. It's nice to get the experiences of others on this interesting trip.
 
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