Jazzman
Jazzman, I know exactly what you mean about "relax, this is supposed to be fun". Although I've always been up to any challenge and sailing seemed a great challenge for me. I remember gaining confidence after a few short sails then going out for another sail, trying to remember all the things I read... Raising the jib, the mainsail, a deathgrip on the tiller...the feeling of satisfaction when I was moving along. Hey, I was sailing! Seemed like no big deal. I did some tacks, jibes and gaining confidence. People in motor boats coming by me, waving. I'm thinking, hey, I'm a sailor! Well all of a sudden up came a strong gust, sails now tight a little heel, still no problem and now I'm moving along at a good clip. The fun for me ended when the later gust became a constant blow and now the gusts were getting strong. Then the wind shifts! Holy Shamoly! During a tack the boom swung hard from port to starboard. I fogot about the jib. Next thing a gust heels my boat to the rub rail! Close reach, beam reach etc etc nothing is working. This was no fun for me. I quickly tried to end this whole thing by dropping the main but half way down it jams. I then try to lower the jib with better results but when almost down a gust sends the sail off the bow half in the water the rest still catching the wind but now at least to boat is not heeling. I finally got the main down and stowed away the jib. Cranked up the outboard and back to my dock. My wife was there and asked how it went. I said "pretty good, I did come back".