Zee,
We all feel for your situation, we can only try to understand what it is you are feeling. If you willl, would you please list the stuff you need, so you can continue on your path. And no you can't have my body. You have a family here that want and is more than willing to help. I know it's hard to ask. WE understand it if you don't. We understand your need and your love for the lifestyle and we wish to heal a wrong brought on by the criminal element that surrounds us all.
Speak up girl, we are here for you. We all want what you want, and some are able and ready to see you get what you need. No questions asked. Please allow us help you. How about an address where we can get ahold of you? Better yet just give us your address so we can send you the stuff you need. Whether you realize it or not you are a part of our family and we want to help. Please allow us to help. By letting us make your day, you will be making ours. I love giving to those who appreciate life and are willing to sacrafice for it.
Keep it up,
Ctskip